Let’s play pretend.
You can be man and I can be girl.
So, of course, you can be dismissive,
You can ignore, you can choose not to listen,
You can stay away mentally, choose to forget,
You must shut down emotionally, of course,
Close doors to conversation and embrace denial.
And I, I’ll be the one who gets hurt,
I’ll bear the brunt of your choices,
I’ll cry myself to sleep countless times,
Hold your cigarette in my hand late one night
And wonder how it could give you,
And take away from me simultaneously.
I will walk past you without looking,
And feel tears well up watching you around me,
I’ll try to forget the memories,
Bury them in places no one will ever get to,
I will watch the disintegration, the collapse,
Of a relationship that the world filled with clichés,
And I will learn to survive,
I will learn to survive.